oh yah, that is why last night when I visited I was in tears half the night. Mom and I were talking and she was showing me the will and power of attorney and the certificates and such and seeing his name and just all that stuff..brought me to tears.
I am having some trouble packing cause I find pictures and little bits and bobs of 'him' that keep filling me up..pics of him with the kids when they were little, my fav pic of he and staci walking away arm in arm..etc.